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Wednesday, July 25th, 2007
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8:43 pm - pissed absolutely pissed
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i don't know why i keep getting "tasks" that can be done by at least 5 other "qualified" people disregarding the fact that it actually should be their thing in the first place. I guess i'm stuck with my "boss" and all the other people that pretend to be...
i'm doomed to a professional life borne of hard times and stress...
I am so underf*inpaid for this crap!
just venting.
current mood: angry current music: down with the sickness is playing over and over in my head
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| Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
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12:49 am - the best things in life are free....
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on the 21st of april, i got my last pay check...yipee for that...i had 26K...and now...dont bother counting...lol sometimes i hate being a little too nice, (when did i start being a bank, a piggy bank? cool pun!), people asked me for a loan, and well let's just say i need more practice on how to say no and mean it. i mean, how hard could it be? but then again, this is me talking, i got into relationships cause i didn't know how to say yes or no...but that is a different story. so i was in megamall a few hours ago, at powerbooks looking for "the vampire encyclopedia" and lo and behold they were sold out EVERYWHERE, no copies exist in any powerbooks branch...so much for a great birthday gift, which reminds me...(noey wla pa ako regalo sayo...sensya na...) so out of absolute mortification and boredom, i checked out the latest prizes for cellphones, cause i was all, hey lookit me...i got money, and that was before i ran into some people. the phone i wanted most was the moto razr vx, 2.0 mega pix, 1G expandable mem, media player wow...even better than the v3i, and it was just what 18K...damn...now i wish i was working again. and come monday morning i pray to all the deities at the top of my head, i wish i've convinced myself to go to that stupid job interview...and pretend i know how to lead people, cause that's what cool team leaders do.
did i confuse you? don't worry i confuse myself most of the time.
current mood: ima spaz...so shoot me current music: sitti
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| Thursday, April 20th, 2006
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3:18 am - babble no 1
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its 2:58am. i had nothing else to do, what else is left to do anyway, i've exhausted all the dvd's i could watch and not in the mood to play hero on the PS2...heck even flirting with unsuspecting children (people younger than me but not younger than my sister, that's plain nasty) ain't as fun as it used to be, or maybe i wish it was just a specific somebody.
so this is what happens when i have to much time on my hands and nothing worthwhile to do. i am jobless and moneyless. which i have brought upon myself and i don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing...my brain got fried after working the night shift for soooooooooooo long. with all the techie stuff and the language barrier and dear god all those people that don't know sh!t...*deep breath* im done now.
why don't i start over. im 23, single and a lesbian...yup...*shocker ain't it* and as i have previously stated i am jobless, i quit my job...and after doing that gig for 2 years and 10 months, i'm a little uncertain where ima gonna go next.i spend most of my day in front of the tv, or the computer. that's all i ever do nowadays. my dad doesn't complain, but i bet it ticks him off...tee hee...but that doesn't bug me. nothing seems to faze me anymore. i wish i had a cigarette right now, im dying to take a drag, or maybe a bottle of bailey's.damn, i need sleep, but that's all i ever do. i don't seem to understand me anymore...hah! life is funny that way. i thought this was the best thing that happened by far, maybe im just quirky that way, or i've completely gone insane...which would explain a lot actually, my friends think im weirder than usual...
did anything i just said make sense, im not quite sure anymore, the truth is nothing does. where the fcuk did i leave my brain? maybe i should look for the wizard of oz and have a meeting pencilled in. i think im in need of a brain, and a heart and a little bit of courage so i can get back home to kansas...
current mood: geeky
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| Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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2:03 pm - just blabbin my way thru my LJ...LOL
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i took a look at this post on friendster about goth names... and it's soooo funny...
when i put in my whole name i get : Dead Pleasures when i put in just my nick name i get : Vicious Gurl when i put the name everybody calls me i get : Cruel Intentions
and when i use insanely quirky i get the same result....sooooo
quite interesting....
current mood: quixotic current music: my cel indicating i have a new SMS
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| Thursday, April 28th, 2005
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10:36 am - Hey it's an LJ
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after countless noeyisms of "da, u want lj, i'll make one for u..." i finally gave in... so here i am...or rather here are my thoughts... i really hate being home in the afternoon afterwork...it's just too hot, and sunny! (pardon the girl who's been working 3rd shift practically half of a year now..and counting) anyway... ei kiddo! thanks and hope yer happy!!!
current mood: silly
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